Mommy's Journal to Baby Bean

8.17.09

2009-08-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

Hey.

We just found out that we are being evicted. IDK what were going to do but Papaw told momma to start packing and looking. I promise Baby bean... I will do everything in my power to make sure you and sissie have a place to stay. I love you so much. I'm trying not to stress because I know it could hurt you. I love you,

- momma-

8.9.09

2009-08-09T18:22:00.000-07:00

Hey baby!!!

Didn't do too much today! Found out that we are going to have a BBQ labor day weekend and I CANT wait!! I miss having barbecues and just spending time with family and friends like I use to.
Yesterday me and Sissie went to the "beach" and she had a blast! I can't wait until you are old enough to go!!

Other than that... nothing new to report. lol. Can't wait 'till the 25th. Supposed to have another u/s! :D

I love you Baby Bean!

- momma -

8.2.09

2009-08-02T19:24:00.000-07:00

Hey baby bean...

I am enjoying these movements your doing. Last night (well around 2am) I felt you roll with my hand. I had my hand on my belly where you had been kicking or punching and I felt you roll right where my hand was. :D It was so cute. I smiled ear to ear. I love you so much baby bean. I love that I can feel you move now. It feel SO much more real now. :) Im sorry I don't write as much as I had hoped I would.. nothing is going on here though. Well, I love you baby!!!

- momma -

7.28.09

2009-07-28T20:14:00.000-07:00

Today was supposed to be our gender scan... you however ARE BREECH!! WHY?! lol. I just wanted to know boy or girl. Well... The ultrasound tech couldn't tell boy or girl but she said she thinks your a girl because nothing obvious was showing up on the screen. lol. She is going to talk to the doctor and tell him we need another u/s at my next appointment so we can find out that's if you turn. You were so cute though. You had your legs all curled up, and your hands by your face... and you kicked a bit and arched your back and omg I already love you so much already bb... although I wish you would've showed us!!! I love you baby!!! Heres pics of you! HEHE!

Also I got you a few things today. :D I couldn't help myself!!!

John Deere boots - Size 3 - GoodWill!!!

Some things we'll need when you first get here *well maybe not the gas drops but they will b needed*]

A super cute winnie the pooh blanket.

A sleeper. It's super cute.

7.27.09

2009-07-27T18:12:00.000-07:00

OMG BB!!!! It's tomorrow!! I get to see you again tomorrow!! Annnd HOPEFULLY you'll give up the goods and we can find out your gender!!! I am so ready to know. I want to call you by your name instead of BB! Not that it's not cute I just really like our names and I'm ready to use one of them. lol. I can't believe it's so close. I am ready to go to bed NOW!!! lol. It's only 8pm!! I can't wait. I'm watching the clock... lol. I've got sissies Diaper bag packed, our clothes are layed out ready for us to put them on and the muffins are ready to be made and cooked for breakfast. lol. I am so ready for this... so nervous and scared though that they'll find something wrong or you wont show us your gender!! lol. Ok... going to go now. I love you BB!!! Can't wait to see you tomorrow!

- momma -

7.25.09

2009-07-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

OMG bb....

It's only 3 more days!!! I cannot believe it's already THREE days left until I get to find out your gender!! :D God I pray you show us. IDK what I am going to do if I have to wait longer or wait until your born. I will go crazy!!

I love you bean..

- momma -

7.24.09

2009-07-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

hey bb

I just thought I would update. :D I can't believe we've only got FOUR more days until we see you again. I can't wait.. Hopefully BB you will show us whether your a boy or girl. I am tired of calling you BB. I want to call you by your name. Paetyn or Maddix... which will it be? I will hopefully know in 4 days! :D OMG!! That's so close.

Anyways, Mommy rolled her ankle pretty badly on Wednesday. It hurts so bad. I really badly want to get up and clean but I can't because I can barely walk on it.

I plan on going to get you some gender specific things after our ultrasound on Tuesday so you HAVE to show your goods. lol.

I love you so much bb... I can't wait to see you again. I will definently be recording this u/s. I have your first u/s and I want to record this one as well.. :D I love you.

I'm going to go to bed now.. it's like 3am!

NIGHT!

-momma-

7.17.09

2009-07-17T18:52:00.000-07:00

Hey baby bean!!!!

WE GOT YOUR BASSINET!!!!!!! I'm so stoked. I don't want to take it down!!! Makes you feel real. :D

I love you baby!!!

- momma-

Just listing what I'll need to pack for first week stay at Aunt Cathy's

2009-07-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

For you BB

Carseat
Clothes *probably about 20*
Pump *in case*
hot sling
Nursing Cover
Blankets *about 3 big ones and about 4 or 5 little ones*
Diapers
Wipes
Diaper Rash Cream
bouncy chair
Bottles *in case*
Paci's
Bassinet
Diaper bag
Night time Lotions
Nail Clippers
Mittens
Socks
Mylicon
Boppy
Alcohol
Cotton swabs
Hats

For momma

nursing bra
clothes *3 outfits and 7 pj's*
lanisoh
breast pads
pads
shampoo & conditioner
brush
toothbrush
toothpaste
camera
SD cards
pillows
laptop
Alltel Card
phone charger
phone

For Laykin
pillows
mimi
teddy
sippies
clothes *about 7 outfits and about 6 pj's*
diapers
wipes
shampoo
carseat
potty

That's all I can think of atm I will probably post more later.

7.14.09

2009-07-14T22:11:00.001-07:00

Heyyy BB!!

I know I haven't written in awhile.. theres just not too much going on.
Sissie is almost potty trained.. that's awesome.
We haven't gotten you anything new yet. However mommies friend Laken bought mommy some wraps. I just don't know if they will fit yet. I pray they will. Atleast one of them. They would definently come in handy. We don't have much left to get you.
As far as I know off hand...

Gender Specific Clothes
Gender Specific Blankets
and
Diapers. :D

Not much huh? I think it's awesome!! I can't wait to get everything for you.
I love you bean. I have exactly 14 days until we find out. YAY!!!

- Momma -

7.8.09

2009-07-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

Heyy baby bean... :D It's weird but I feel like everythings ok. Even though just a few days ago I was freaking out that something was wrong with you. Mayybbee it's because I keep feeling you moving. :D I'm liking it... It's just little flutters but it's movement!!!! 20 more days baby bean... and if your cooperating we'll find out if your Maddix or Paetyn. :D I cannot wait. I wanna see you so badly!! The days are going to be counted down. :P Love you so much. Your sissie seems to be a lot more interested in you now. She keeps kissing and hugging my belly and saying "baby" and "bubba" (yeah she seems to think your a boy) . I just can't wait to find out, can't wait to see you. Ohh... we might have found you a crib!!!! :D I'm stoked. It's a convertible kind and it's $10!! She said it only needs the bolts and those are like less than a dollar!! omg I hope we can get it. I was expecting to not get one and well.. if we can then maybe you won't be like your sister and super attached to sleeping with mommy. I love you baby bean. Mommy's going to go give sissie a bath.

20 more days!!

- momma-

7.7.09

2009-07-07T12:07:00.000-07:00

HEYY!!!!

Today was our appt!! I got to hear your heartbeat... it made momma feel so much better because she had a bad dream last night. My weight was the same as before I got pregnant with you, that's starting to worry me but apparently it doesn't worry the doctor so I will calm down about it. I guess that just means maybe I'll have less to loose after I have you. lol. I am stoked too... we have our date for THE ultrasound!!! July 28th @ 9am!! I am soooo excited. It's only 21 days away. I can't believe it. I'm nervous... I can't wait to find out. :) Please cooperate!! lol. Daddy will be there too, so he gets to see you and find out at the same time momma does. :) I'm so excited. I'm going to try and keep myself busy these next few weeks so it seems to fly by! I love you so much baby bean... Can't wait to see you again.

21 more days

- momma -

7.6.09

2009-07-06T17:36:00.000-07:00

Hey baby bean!!

Mommy is pretty darn lazy today :) lol. All we did was laundry and eat supper. Wel... we went to town for a few minutes but didn't do much and actually came home after like 10 minutes. lol. Oh well!! Tomorrow is our next appointment Baby Bean. I can't wait!! I'm going to try and talk them into an ultrasound :) I just can't wait to find out if your my little Maddix or Paetyn!?! I wanna be able to call you by your name instead of BB. I love you so much. I just can't wait to find out. :) Hopefully they will do one but I HIGHLY doubt it. :/ Well... I love you!! I can't wait for tomorrow, I atleast wanna hear your heartbeat! Love you,

- momma -

7.5.09

2009-07-05T15:09:00.000-07:00

Hey baby bean.

Yesterday started off pretty good, mommy and laykin cleaned the car and then we and papaw drove out to the lake to see what was going on. Nothing really. Then we all came back home and chilled for awhile. It sucked though because well... it was boring and I wanted to go do something. At around 6 me and layk went and drove around town, drove out to the fairground where Sparks in the Park was going on and i REALLY wanted to let Laykin go in there but, mommy's shy and didn't wanna go alone and couldn't get anyone to go w/ us. :( We came back home and after a bit we went and sat on the porch and watched fireworks that the neighbors were letting off. :) It was actually pretty nice. Sissie seemed pretty happy, she kept saying "Whoa Pretty!" Aww... it was so cute. We have an appt on Tue. I can't wait to hear your heartbeat and make sure your OK. I'm going to try and talk them into an u/s since I'm having constant cramps and since I REALLY wanna know if your my Maddix or Paetyn. :) If they don't do one, I will have to wait 4 more weeks. Which I guess isn't toooo bad.. lol. I just wanna know NOW!!!! hehe... well I love you bb, can't wait to see you again and to know. Can't wait to hear your heartbeat. Love you,

- Momma-

7.2.09

2009-07-02T20:21:00.000-07:00

Well... heyy!! :) I was given a few things for you today. A bathtub *YAY! FINALLY*, a few clothes *mostly girls but a few unisex* and a jumperoo... you had one but now you have another. lol. Your sissie had soo much fin playing it in. lol. Crazy cause it's supposed to be for an infant. lol. I went to take her out of it and she started screaming. Anyways though, you have two of them so I guess we'll keep one here and send to your daddy's so you can have one there. :) I am so happy to finally have a bathtub. For some reason, I had a HUGE feeling I wouldn't get one. lol.
:) Hope you like. Can't wait to see you in all of it. I love you!!!

- momma-

7.1.09

2009-07-01T19:33:00.000-07:00

Happy July Baby Bean. :)

I'm starting to feel pregnant now. My belly is constantly hard when I am walking or standing and I can no longer lay on my belly. :) I think we almost have everything for you that we can get right now. Gender has to be known for most things left. :) lol. I love you so much baby bean. I can't wait to see you again. :) To know what your name is going to be. To see how much you've grown. I just love you sooo much.

6.29.09

2009-06-29T18:17:00.000-07:00

Hey baby bean..

Didn't do anything today. Sat around SUPER bored. Aprox. 36 more days until I find out what you are. *If your cooperating* I love you so much Baby bean. Your sister is acting soo much older today. It's crazy. lol. Love you.

- momma-

6.28.09

2009-06-29T00:05:00.000-07:00

6.27.09

2009-06-27T21:08:00.000-07:00

Well... today is very boring BB. I didn't do anything but lay around. :) It's kindu nice to have a reason to just lay around. lol. Well.... I love you BB!!! Can't wait to see you again. Aprox. 38 more days! :)

- Momma -

6.26.09 - 2

2009-06-26T20:49:00.000-07:00

Bought a couple more things baby bean. Even though I shouldn't have. :) However... it means we don't have much left to go!!! :) YAY!

Wipes

Washcloths

I love you baby bean!!! I can't wait to see you use this stuff and in the clothes... Well... I just can't wait to see you! I love you baby!!

- momma-

What Baby Bean Has and Needs

2009-06-26T18:14:00.000-07:00

What Baby Bean Has
Co-Sleeper
Pack n Play
Bouncy Seat
Play Gym
2 Jumperoo's
Bathtub
animal blue sleeper
puppy dog gown
pair of green shorts
pair of premie blue pants
premie yellow onesie
white footed pants
Swing
Red and Blue pooh rec. blanket
Frog burp cloths
duck onesie
hooded towel
brush and comb set
set of 5 onesies
2 playtex ventaire bottles
Rockstar onesie
good looks onesie
photos w/ baby onesie
daddy's alarm clock onesie
daddy's helper onesie
breastpump
1 newborn diaper
Frog creeper
wtp hat and booties
size 3 white tennis
bottle of baby lotion
samples of baby lotion
fingernail clippers
TONS of Toys
carseat
thing so bb can sleep w/ me
lion sleeper
blue stripped onesie
nose sucker
bounce me bib
blue "I'm new here" onesie
music thing for crib
bottle of baby lotion
baby of huggies baby lotion
baby of baby powder
carseat mirror
1 washcloth
convertable sleeper *with owl*
im with the band onesie
camo onesie
watching game w/ daddy onesie
2pk of mittens
gray tennis shoes
2 pooh bear thick blankets
jungle thick blanket
black enfamil diaper bag
wadley recieving blanket
2 pooh recieveing blankets
striped recieving blanket
boppy
duck recieving blanket
khaki animal outfit w/ jacket
set of 3 hats
set of 3 socks
nursing cover
soothie pacis
soothie bottle nipples
2 pk's of wipes
pk of 4 washcloths

- If your a girl -
TONS of thick blankets
TONS of recieving blankets
Few Clothes

What Baby Bean still needs

gender specific clothes - aprox. 50.00
few more thick blankets - aprox. 20.00
diapers - 9.99 @ WM

6.26.09

2009-06-26T13:42:00.000-07:00

Hey baby bean!!! Today was pretty awesome!! We had to run errands and it was the first day mommy got to drive her car all day long! I still love it!! :) However sissy's stroller doesn't fit in the trunk so when you get here somehow I think I have to find a small double stroller... that's going to be fun to do!! I bought you a few things today. :) I cannot wait to see you in some of them!! :) Well... all of them but some more than others! I can't wait to find out what you are so that I can buy outfits and gender specific stuff!! Well... heres the pictures of the stuff I got you today!!

Burp Cloths - I love these!!

The back of my favorite onesie so far!

The front of my favorite onesie so far!

Hooded Towel and a brush and comb set.

Set of 5 onesies

Bottles - in case you don't take from the boob :)

God I love you Baby Bean!!! I can't wait to see your beautiful little face again! :) Only about 5 more weeks and I should be seeing you!! And finding out!!! :) I love you baby!

- momma -

6.25.09

2009-06-25T17:29:00.000-07:00

Hey baby bean!

Mommy got her car today!! I'm sooo happy! We'll be riding awesome and comphy now! :) I can't wait for you to see it.
I love my car!! I am so happy to finally have it home. lol. Laykin loves it too. She was talking like crazy on the way home. It's so cute. Mommy also got you a onesie today!! I can't wait to see you in it! It's so cute!!Well... I hope your happy floating around in there :) lol. I love you BB!

-momma-

6.24.09

2009-06-24T12:26:00.000-07:00

Took pictures of all of your stuff today. Well not all of it. A lot of the big stuff like your playyard, bouncer, jumperoo, things like that are still out in the shed. Heres the pics of some of your stuff. :)

were almost set, just need diapers, wipes, a few more clothes and blankets, a swing, bathtub, towels, and I think that's it. YAY! I love you bb!!!

- momma -

6.24.09

2009-06-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

It's barely after midnight so I'm writing this as the 24th. :) I'm so sorry mommy has neglected writing to you. I'm hoping that will change. Mommy is going to try and get us all on a schedule before you get here so maybe it will make things a lot easier on us all. Mommy got a car!!! It's a 2004 Dodge Neon! I love it so much!! I hope you and your sissie do too! God I can't wait to see you again BB. I've started feeling you brush agaist mommy's belly. It's so cute. I love it!! i'm starting to feel like your a little boy. My mothers intuition is still messed up. Just so you know.. mommy and daddy aren't together anymore as I said before but, I think were better as we are. As friends. I still talk to him almost every day, he comes and see's sissie and I know he'll come see you when your born. He's still allowed in the delivery room.. so he'll be there when your born. I love you so much. I'm sorry this happened but I truly think it's better for us all. I love you baby!! I took another picture today. :) It's for our 16 week belly!!! I think were getting bigger!! :) I'm excited!!

Here it is. :) Ignore mommy's Boobage :) lol. I love you baby bean!

-Momma -

P.S. Our next appt is July 7th and Dr. Scales said our next ultrasound will be the appt after that!! :) YAY! Which means I'll be around 21 weeks. You'll be all cute chunky and older! Praying for a good gender determination! :) LOVE YOU!

6.17.09

2009-06-24T00:46:00.000-07:00

Just dropping in to post my 15 week belly shot!! I don't have much to say. Sadly... things are going better though. Mommy is much happier :)

Heres the belly.. It's getting bigger!!!

I love you bean!!

- momma -

6.15.09

2009-06-24T00:43:00.000-07:00

Hey baby! Sorry it's been so long. We've been going through a lot. Mommy kicked daddy out. I'm sorry but I was tired of the way he treated us. On a good note. I got you stuff today!!

- a thing so you can sleep with me without rolling away. :)
- a blue striped onesie
- a blue "I'm new here" onesie
- a puppy gown
- a Frog outfit
- winnie the pooh hat and booties

I can't wait to see you in it all. I love you so much baby bean.

-momma -

6.9.09

2009-06-24T00:40:00.000-07:00

Today was our appt. Got a pelvic exam and heard your heartbeat. It was 160bpm. :) I took a belly pic :) ENJOY!

14 week belly pic! I wish I took 12 and 13 weeks. I love you Baby Bean!

-momma -

6.4.2009

2009-06-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

ITS MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY!!!

Aunt KK and Emma brought mommy a cake and rose today :) I was so surprised!! I cannot believe I'm 21!! That's crazy!! I also can't believe your 13 weeks and 2 days!! In the second trimester!!! YAY!! Well.. I love you baby bean!

- momma -

5.31.09

2009-06-24T00:33:00.001-07:00

Mommy went to the ER today because of cramping. BAD cramps! After being there for SIX hours and finally having an u/s, pelvic exacm, urine test, and blood work done they finally tell me that they found a small bleed between the placenta and uterine wall. I'm not real sure what that means but they said it should fix itself. I hope so. I'm going to call Dr. Scales in the morning and see what they say. I love you bean. They also said you were scrawny and had LONG legs. One of the ultrasound techs also may have given me some clue as to what you are but IDK . She said HE's scrawny!! lol. IDK! I love you bean. I wish they would've let me see you!!

- momma -

5.28.09

2009-06-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

Mommy bought you tons of stuff today!!

Set of 3 hats
Set of 3 socks
Set of 2 Mittens
Tennis shoes - sooo cute!!!
nursing cover - more for me
2 soothie paci's
2 bottle nipples

Not tooo much left to buy. Most of which we just have to wait and see if your a boy or girl for. Can't wait to hold you!!! I love you baby bean!

- momma-

5.26.09

2009-06-24T00:28:00.001-07:00

Not much going on today! Can't believe tomorrow we'll be 12 weeks! Almost in the 2nd trimester!!!! Crazy!!! I guess I can safely start buying stuff huh? lol. Your aunt maddie *who's a smart chick and trying to be a nurse and says she can determine gender by spines* says you are a little boy. She's positive about it. I believe her but I'm still skeptical. :) Our appt is 2 weeks from today! Scary stuff!! Can't wait to hear your heartbeat again!! I love you bean!!

- momma-

5.25.09

2009-06-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

It's Memorial Day!! Daddy went and rode Jet Skis while me and Laykin watched. Also.. our Zoo trip is off.. :( Ohh well... We'll go eventually! I love you baby bean!

- momma -

5.22.09

2009-06-24T00:25:00.000-07:00

Went through sissies old stuff and found alot of things that are Gender Neutral that you can use! :) If your a girl we have alot more stuff!! lol. I love you bean!!

- momma-

5.21.09

2009-06-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

Went and hung out with Aunt KK and Emma today. Went to Target, Part Factory and the mall. Layk had a blast at the mall. I think it would be the perfect place to take you and her after your born. I can finally see myself as the mother of two baby bean!!! I did every old wives tale last night and EVERY one came back girl!! Isn't that cool.. IDK yet though. You could still be a little boy!! :) Well see later. I love you bean!!

- momma -

5.20.09

2009-06-24T00:20:00.001-07:00

I can't belive we are 11 weeks today!!! Time is flying by!! Well, a couple of other interesting things. We got a Kitty!! His name is Stu and he loves us!! :) Also were planning on going to the Zoo next saturday! One day we will take you and Laykin to the zoo and I can't wait! Also... I think we've changed our names.

Girls - Paetyn Isabella Faith Rambo
Boys - Maddix Ethan Isiah Rambo

Actually I LOVE our girls name.

God I love you so much baby bean!
Boy or girl your my love!!

-momma-

Took another belly picture today!!

11 week belly!! Doesn't look much different to me but it's still cute!!

4.18.09

2009-06-24T00:16:00.000-07:00

Sissie turnes 16 months old today! This snuck up on me!! It's crazy were that much closer to the day your born. :) We got you another onesie today. :) It says "I obviously got my good looks from Daddy" :) I love it. It's so cute. I can't wait to see you again! Sometime in July I bet. July 22 we turn 20 weeks. How crazy is that?! I love you baby bean...

- momma -

5.13.09

2009-06-24T00:11:00.000-07:00

We got you stuff today!! Again! I told myself I would wait until I was in the second trimester before I got you anything but it's not working to well. We bought you two more onesies last night. One says "Daddy's little helper" and it's got a tool belt drawn on it with a bottle and screwdriver and stuff on it. It's so cute! The other says "Daddy's Alarm Clock" hehe. I love them. We'll probably slowly buy your stuff. It might be easier that way. I love you baby bean. Today were 10 weeks!!! YAY! I can't believe it! Just three more weeks and were in the 2nd trimester! I wish I had the money to buy you tons of stuff. :) We'll have it all though I promise!! I love you

-momma-

I also took a picture of my belly today :) It's normal. but I wanna start weekly belly pics *If I remember each week*

5.10.09

2009-06-24T00:07:00.001-07:00

Hey baby bean. Today is Mothers Day! Hard to believe this time next year Laykin will be 28 months old and you will possibly be almost 5 months! Crazy stuff!! This wednesday you will be 10 weeks!!! That means that your now a "fetus" which means you no longer look like an alien but a human. lol. Can't wait to see you again and feel you. Mommy's trying to get a doppler so I can hear your heartbeat any time I want to. :) I hope we can get one soon. I love you so much. Ohh... I almost forgot, mommy and daddy might have found us a place. It's not super nice but it could work. Plus mommy and daddy can both see us living there. Ohh I would love if we get it. :) I love you baby bean!!

-Momma-

5.6.09

2009-06-24T00:06:00.000-07:00

Not much going on today.

We turn 9 weeks today though :) I still keep staring at your pictures and watching that video. Your absolutely amazing! I love you baby bean.

-momma -

5.5.09

2009-06-24T00:02:00.000-07:00

OMG baby bean, your so perfect!! We all saw you today. Your so tiny! We heard your heartbeat too!! 176bpm!! Omg I'm so happy to have seen you . Sissie smiled when she heard your heartbeat too. :) I got two pictures and a video! :) I guess were going to take a nap. Mommy and sissie are so tired! I love you bean!!

There you are with the yolk sac! Your amazing! :) I could stare at this picture all day long.

Theres our second picture of you. :) I can't believe you really there!!

A few hours later -

Told Papaw. At first he wasn't too happy but I think he's warming up to the idea. Were officially looking for our own place! YAY! I love you bean!!

-momma-

5.4.09

2009-06-23T23:58:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it! I get to see you tomorrow!!! I am so nervous! I can't contain myself!! lol :)! Your sissies so beautiful when she's sleeping. It's her nap-time and I'm sitting next to her sleeping and she's just beautiful. I wonder if you'll look like her. How beautiful you'll be. Or handsome! I just can't wait to see you and I get to tomorrow!! I love you baby bean! See you tomorrow!!!!

-momma-

4.29.09

2009-06-23T23:56:00.000-07:00

Mommy got her medicaid today! I also made our first appt!!!

It's going to be the 5th That's only SIX day's from now!! I will also get to see you, they are scheduling us for an Ultrasound and they are going to let me record it!!!! I finally get to see you baby bean!! I'm so excited!! I love you baby!

- momma -

P.S. We turn 8 weeks today!!! We'll be almost 9 weeks at the appointment!

4.28.09

2009-06-23T23:54:00.000-07:00

Mommy got something for us today! I got a Double Electric Breastpump with everything for a DOLLAR!!!! I can't believe it i'm so excited! Also got you a onesie that says "Photo's with Baby 50c" It's soo cute! I can't wait to see you wear it. :) I love you BB!

-momma-

4.26.09

2009-06-23T23:48:00.000-07:00

OMG baby bean, today was so much fun! First me, daddy, and laykin met Thersea and Kenny at the spillway and daddy fished. Then we took laykin out to the beach (Northshore Park) and she had a blast. I can't wait to see you two together. We then went and seen Granny Melissa, Charles, Megan, Kj, Marty, and Tonya on the campground (Rocky Point) and Laykin had so much fun there too. After that we went and got Bo, Daddy's pet squarail*sp?* and went to the park and released Bo. I hope to see you there with us next summer playing with your sister. Well, I love you BB.

- momma -

4.22.09

2009-06-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

We turned 7 weeks today. Whoo hoo!!!

4.18.09

2009-06-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

Sissy's 15 months old today! She's growing so fast! I can't wait till the two of you meet. I'm sure you'll both absolutely love each other. I love you baby bean. Can't wait to see you. Mommies already starting to show but hopefully no one will notice until were ready to tell everyone. I love you baby bean.

-momma-

4.17.09

2009-06-23T23:35:00.000-07:00

Well baby bean. Today is boring! Nothing to do. Your sister is being bad today. lol. :) She keeps throwing bad fits. I had a sweet dream last night. I wont go into detail it's long. :) I love you so much. I keep thinking I feel you but even I know it's too early for that. hehe. God I can't wait to see that first ultrasound, to hear your heartbeat, and to feel you move. Ohhh... and to find out if your a Paetyn or Maddox. I still feel your a Paetyn but everyone else thinks Maddox. Did I tell you baby bean that daddy and I decided to wait until after our first appt (possibly first u/s) to tell everyone? It's so hard! I wanna tell them but IDK how. haha. Well, I love you baby bean.

- momma-

4.16.09

2009-06-23T23:32:00.001-07:00

Good Morning Baby Bean! You know if mommy didn't have so much fat I think I would be showing! I can feel something under my belly. Makes me feel pregnant! I love it. I still can't wait till I feel you and see you. you are perfect. I hope to see you soon! Your daddy and sister are so excited about you. Layk is always rubbing my belly and saying "baby" and kissing it. Daddy's just excited :) We've decided were going to tell the Dr. that we don't remember when my last period was so we'll get an ultrasound. I love you baby bean.

-momma-

4.15.09 - 2

2009-06-23T23:29:00.000-07:00

Baby bean, I'm so glad your daddy loves his new job. Every night he comes home and he doesn't complain like most people do. I love seeing him so excited. Gahh I love you so much. I hope everything turns out as perfectly as I dream. your sister seems to think your a boy. hehe. She's started saying "bubba" and nodding when I ask if she wants a brother and if she loves Max. hehe. I still have a feeling your a girl. either way I love you baby bean.

-momma-

4.15.09

2009-06-23T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hey BB,
Yesterday mommy didn't feel very good at all. we think my blood sugar was low. I could barely do anythin. I was so weak. Hopefully I never feel like that again. I love you baby bean. We turn 6 weeks today! Isn't that exciting? I'm excited! I am started to truly feel pregnant. Which I'm stoked about. I love you baby bean.

-momma-

4.13.09

2009-06-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

hey baby bean. Mommy and Laykin went to Target today to check prices. I'm going to list the things I liked here.

-Nursing Wrap - Jelly Bean - 14.99
-Whale of a Tub - 21.99
- Advent Nursing Pads 100pk - 9.99 - Gonna need more than 1 pk
-Lanola - 9.99
-Nursing Tank - XL - 16.99

I really like the nursing wrap. I hope you and I can breastfeed ok. I didn't BF with your sister and I regret it. Ohhh... Daddy started his new job today. When I talked to him at lunch he was happy and acted like he loved the job. I'm so glad to! I'm proud of him, he finally found something he really loves and is good at. I love you baby bean.

-momma-

4.12.09

2009-06-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

Hey baby! mommy isn't doing much today. Just sitting around being lazy. :) Tomorrow Daddy starts his new job. I cna't wait. Mommy and Laykin will then be able to get back on schedule and have our time and that also means we'll hopefully be financially stable when you get here. Which I can't wait for. It's werid BB but when I write this I feel like i'm writing to a baby boy. However I have a feeling your a little girl. I guess my mothers intuition is a little confused huh? :) I'm constantly wondering if your a Bella or Max. I guess we'll find out in about 15 weeks huh? Gahh! Feels so far away. :( I love you baby bean. Can't wait to see you and know your okay.

-momma-

4.11.09

2009-06-23T23:16:00.000-07:00

Hey BB! Me and Daddy went and rode 4-wheelers today. It was so much fun. I had a little bit of spotting this morning but I think it's OK. I wish I could feel you move so I would know if you were ok. Well daddy got sunburned so I need to go put some Aloe on him. I love you baby bean. I pray you are OK.

-momma-

4.10.09

2009-06-23T23:13:00.000-07:00

Today was a boring day. we did a lot but nothing too exciting. Tomorrow we are going to go riding 4-wheelers. Last and first time of the summer. I am excited and nervous. IDK why but I am. I just pray nothing happens and I don't fall off. I love you baby bean. I hope I never do anything to harm you. Me, your daddy, and your big sister love you so much already. your a great part of our life already. God baby bean I love you and your sister so very much.

-momma-

4.9.09

2009-06-23T23:11:00.000-07:00

Well baby bean we got it confirmed!!! I'm so very excited. I love you so much already i can't wait to see you. Mommy's already nesting really bad :) Daddy is so excited about you. He too can't wait to see you. I also can't wait for your big sister to meet you. Can't wait to see the two of you playing together. I love you two so very much. You two are my reason my perfection and my life. I love you!

-momma-

4.8.09

2009-06-23T23:07:00.000-07:00

Well baby bean, Daddy got a job! A job doing something he loves. I'm thinking better yet hoping things are getting better. Mommy got a car yesterday, daddy got it arranged to keep his car and daddy got a job! Baby bean. I think we'll be okay. By the time you get here we should have everything you need, our own place and running vehicles. I think we'll finally be very happy. You and your big sister deserve the world and i'll try to give all I can to you. I already love you so much baby bean (bb). I am going tomorrow to get it confirmed that you are there. I'm so nervous but I still feel like you are okay. I already can't wait to see your beautiful face. If it's confirmed we are going to go get mommys medicaid started so we can hurry up and see you bb. i love you bb your already perfect.

Were 5 weeks today!!!

- momma-

4.7.09

2009-06-23T23:05:00.000-07:00

Names

Now that I have ralized completely that I am indeed pregnant I'm getting super worried and scared. Financially we are far from stable and at the moment we live with your Papaw. We will get there though baby. you and your sister deserve better than this and we will give it to you. We just have to be patient. At the moment though, you are safer where you are. On a better note mommy and daddy picked some names. If you are a girl were thinking

Paetyn Isabella Rambo

and if you are a boy we are thinking

Maddox Ethan Rambo

Do you like them baby? For some reason I have a feeling about Paetyn. :) I love you baby bean.

- momma -

4.6.09

2009-06-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

So I was going to go the pregnancy center today but they only had an opening for Thursday so I took that. However, I went and got two more tests to confirm it or me and daddy. I took the first when we got home and it was so dark!! So I believe I am definitely pregnant! I am going to take the last test first thing in the morning. I am so happy but so very scared. I love you baby bean.

- momma -

P.S. According to babygaga.com I am due December 9th, 2009. So close to your daddy's birthday!

4.5.09

2009-06-23T22:58:00.000-07:00

Well for the past couple of days I've been wondering if I might be pregnant. No real symptoms but a feeling. So I was supposed to start today but nothing. So I decided to buy some tests and even though I didn't want to I took them both. The first had a dark but faint second line which meant positive but I wasn't sure so a few hours later I took the other and it was a very faint second line and that meant positive. I can't belive I'm pregnant again. I'm so happy but I'm terrified. I love you already thought baby.

-momma-