4.8.09

Well baby bean, Daddy got a job! A job doing something he loves. I'm thinking better yet hoping things are getting better. Mommy got a car yesterday, daddy got it arranged to keep his car and daddy got a job! Baby bean. I think we'll be okay. By the time you get here we should have everything you need, our own place and running vehicles. I think we'll finally be very happy. You and your big sister deserve the world and i'll try to give all I can to you. I already love you so much baby bean (bb). I am going tomorrow to get it confirmed that you are there. I'm so nervous but I still feel like you are okay. I already can't wait to see your beautiful face. If it's confirmed we are going to go get mommys medicaid started so we can hurry up and see you bb. i love you bb your already perfect.

Were 5 weeks today!!!

- momma-